undo

i love you, dad. i could only close my eyes and remember the happy times we had together. back when we were both younger, back when things seemed simpler than it is now. back when we'd go to UP and jog, back when we'd go to your "restaurant of the month" every Sunday, back when you would pick me up from school. you have no idea of how much i'm missing you right now. if only i could pick a time frame and choose to live there longer, i would.

sometimes when i see you breathe so fast, i just want to tell you, "Dad, slow down... not too soon, please?" i wanted to show you pictures of the past, because then maybe you'd take your time a little slower, because then maybe you'd get the chance to look back, and maybe wish to stay there longer, too. you breathe as if to count the days left. and the faster you breathe, the more that i'm losing my time with you.