Today's Post

25 May 2009

Quaint

I've been loving everything quaint these past days. :) By the end of a non-eventful day, whenever I see one of those vintage shots taken by a good artist, it calms my blood, and my cone receptors feel like jumping out of joy. A non-admirer of these things might say they all look the same. Indeed, they seem like it, but when you look at the details that differ, you will understand how each possesses a different sense of beauty.

"Every person has a story to tell." My friend, Lee-Ann, shared this wisdom to me just recently, and i think this should be the caption of my summer. It's not that I was successful in learning about the stories of different people, but that it marked my summer to be a good reminder for the rest of my life.

I've had several opportunities to learn about the life of other people this summer. My two weeks in Rome should have brought me a whole luggage of stories about different people, Spanish, Italian, Romans (? haha), Portuguese, Chinese, etc. But there was not much to tell about the people I met. No regrets, though, because the primary purpose was to learn more about the Church, and it was more than worthwhile. My one week in a seminar should have also brought me to learn about the interesting stories of the attendees. But I came home not knowing so much about them, but the little mundane things they bother about.

This week will be another opportunity to know of stories of different people. I'll be on a one-week project, Rurals Service Project. My friends and I are volunteering for a one-week project in Jaen, Nueva Ecija. Let's see how I take on the wisdom, "every person has a story to tell." And i guess, every place has a story to tell. Let's see what's their story. :)

This wisdom grows even more important as I make my way to becoming a doctor. This is essentially a profession that will allow me to get to know different people. As I read this book, The Soul of a Doctor, I realize this wisdom becomes more of a struggle to live by. The book is a compilation of essays written by doctors and med students, relating about their encounter with some of their patients, and how they realize they are lacking in human contact. By human contact, it means, listening to what the heart says, not by mere use of stethoscope, but by simply listening to what they say. That more often, what a patient says is not merely complaints of physical pain, but also their hopes of a better life. And while I admit that emotional well-being is not the primary concern of a non-psychologist/psychiatrist doctor, it amounts to so much of the person's holistic well-being.

hahah i know this is too much of getting ready for med school. I've been trying to put zest in my starting med life; I seem to have lost my vigor and excitement. But now, I think optimism is shadowing over this clueless girl, and I am ready to get ready (in my attempt to delay reality) for med school.

Med school: a whole new world, a whole lot of people to know and to hear stories from. :)

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photos taken by Livy visit her blog! it's love :)

20 May 2009

Counting the days left

"Summer Apples"


folio 2


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photo from powerhouse_museum

19 May 2009

folio 1


edited photo
an attempt to go out of my white shell.

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photo from
bricolage.108

17 May 2009

page 2

days are unfolding
and i see blank pages

08 May 2009

Raindrops


Typhoon Emong has gone ahead, but its remnants are still inside my watch.

07 May 2009

fictional dream

I woke up at dawn seeing the purple sky hanging so low. As it was clearing with the trace of last night's starless sky, I got up to see if my little bugs are still alive. some were still asleep, as the others were already in their morning rush. *tap tap* Stop rushing nowhere. The dutiful clouds were coming in, ready to make my day. Good morning, sky! The morning was shaping to be a good one, and I was loving every inch of it. In my PJs I headed to the kitchen, got my box of cereals and poured some low fat milk. yawn. *smile*

I got back to my room, and all my little bugs were up already, except for one. oh no. little bug, are you dead? *tap tap* and it rolled to the other end. Well and good, this little bug thought it'd be better to give space to the rest of the bugs. The sky was no longer purple, as if blood rushed to its cheek. Good morning, sky. The morning was shaping to be a good one, and I was loving every inch of it. I rolled back to my bed and continued my disrupted sleep.

waking up once more, the sky was so bright as if to shout good morning. The curtains could not hold back the light rays in my face. And I woke up with glee, don't hold back the sun rays, please. And the day went on.

two mornings in a day, i think it's just perfect.

Art Fanatic

I've always loved art. And although I know this love exceeds my capability of producing it, I am content and happy with just appreciating as much art as I see and experience around me.

My friend once told me that I'm such a neuter, as if I'm incapable of expressing emotions beyond the neutral scale. But with art, I realized I'm just as human as you are. I realized if there's one thing that exceeds my neutral scale of happiness, it would be art. Now if I would have to feel this again and not because of art, then I guess it would have to be because I'm in love. *eck*

What's this fuzz all about? It's because I recently discovered a blog that features creative people. And it's really making me happy to see how they're creating such beauty. Yay to this new link that I added to my list. :)

Daily imprint

*heart*

oh look! we have the same layout. haha! does that make me artistic enough? :p

to add to this i'm-happy-and-in-love feeling, my friend just saved me from my last night's agony of not knowing the title of the song I got LSS with. it's this song:




My! I thought my friend told me it's a song sang by The Corrs, and i kept on looking for this song through the videos of The Corrs in youtube, only to realize it's a song from the movie: The Chorus (Les Choristes) HAHA.

Yay to this song. I love it! :) I love french choirs already.

*love*
this post is all about love.

Colour Parade

"Missing Shade"


"Wedding Breakfast"


"Catherine Earnshaw"


"Anti-Climactic"


"Sunny Side-Up"


06 May 2009

just right

For some reason, I feel sane today. Not that I've been feeling insane the past days, but today was "just right" as a day. :)


"Old Summer Days"

no more memory space

agh. what agony. I've been digging through my memory for that french song I heard when I was in Rome. I remember having that as an LSS for a time, humming just the tune since I can't sing the lyrics right. what's that song? it's going to be a celebration if I remember that song.

05 May 2009

99 Balloons

For the past days I've been writing about the importance of today. Well, just this morning, I saw this video in an Oprah show and it touched my heart entirely, almost moving me to tears.



if you were to live for 99 days, what would you do? Eliot was blessed enough to celebrate 99 birthdays in total, with his 100th birthday in heaven. I asked myself, how am I celebrating life? Eliot celebrated life everyday, and I do only once a year. This urges me to find means and ways to celebrate life everyday.

04 May 2009

sleepy thought

love like there's no other choice.

Times New Roman

This is supposed to be my Roman entry, however, I don't think I'd ever be able to write about it expressing how I really feel about the experience. Emotions have waned already, but one thing's certain, I grew to love the Pope.

So anyway, here's an attempt to my Roman entry.

You know I thought I'd miss Rome that much after coming home, but really, I don't. It's just that, I do miss the Pope. There was a random experience when we were at St. Peter's square, and the big screen all of a sudden showed a live video of the pope talking to a group of people. And well, I've seen him live and not just on tv, but at that time I felt very privileged to be very near him. I see his room, and sometimes I wonder, after such a tiring day because of the holy week services, does he still get enough rest? he has such a big heart. and it pains me that people misunderstand him, or that they don't really bother getting to know his intentions. people loved the late Pope John Paul II, and well, to Pope Benedict XVI, they seem indifferent. I mean if there's anyone here on earth who knows so much about love, it would have to be him. Intellect appeals to me a lot, and well he was able to explain love with such intellect in his first encylcical, Deus Caritas Est. i guess it makes perfect sense that if you're close to God who is love, you would necessarily know so much about love.

the pope - a person with a great heart and a great mind.

with so many people attacking him, misinterpreting the words of wisdom he imparts, I am more fascinated by how he is still able to love them with much sincerity.

hahah i can no longer go beyond this insight. I guess everything else was more of the material experience already, and this one stays because it is one of those immaterial experience that's worth keeping.

Thank you, Lord, it was a really pleasant experience.

03 May 2009

Sweet Dragonflies

Sweet dragonflies
atop the tall grass
spread out wings
in luminescent green.

Summer flowers are starting to bloom under the gray sky. Black bees are buzzing in glee and excitement. Happy dragonflies are bringing out brighter yellow, orange and green colors. And while rain continues to drizzle from time to time, these colors I love are brighter amidst the hated gray sky. My summer before med proper is starting to gain brighter colors.

Here's what I learned today:
Friendships do make life more pleasant.
Don't miss opportunities to gain new friends.
That even if you don't give the best advice to a friend, it's even more pleasing to be remembered as the one who knows how to appreciate.
That I am more there for a friend when I remember to pray for him/her always.

sweet ending
---- mango + crushed graham + yogurt. -----