surprise!

sometimes i'm caught in a rather useless thought of how life is able to come up with both wonderful and awful surprises.

1 some questions are never meant to be asked, because some are better left in the realm of unworded thoughts. the mere thought of it should have brought up a warning sign already, but none came up, or maybe i was just too careless about it. was it the revelation you needed, or has it just complicated things a little?

2 it's pleasant to see new faces, it's heartwarming to talk to different people. it is a small world, indeed, as you bump into different people who know the people you know. soon it will no longer be 6 degrees apart, but a mere 3 degrees apart. my world is getting smaller, as my understanding is getting broader. and i realized it's pleasant to find reason to smile from people you know, people you've just known, and people you've met long ago but just had this time to talk with each other.

3 To hear and know of such an idea --- it's a pleasant surprise, and yet an awful one too. Not that it's an idea that has to be entertained, but the timing of it all is just awful and off-full. i think it's rather too late.

useless as it is, i still find comfort in giving it a thought even if it does not conclude any of the arguments i have in mind.