hayaan mo na lang.*

let the world spin as fast as it wants
but i'll be right here
where the sky is as vast as the oceans above.
i will swim with the stars
and twinkle with the fish.
as my world goes topsy turvy
tippity.
tipsy.
tip.

i wonder
if the starfish will let me wish on her...

senseless thoughts
thoughtless thoughts
bound to nothingness.

my hands are full
of so much emptiness
it's not as easy to carry around
but i'll be just fine.
more than just fine.

where was i?
where am i?
where will i be?

not that it matters
but i'll be where i always am.
in this place where no one has ever seen
in this pretty neat place of chaos
where happiness is just as it is.
just as it should be
happiness which no literature was able to depict.

be with me, will you?
empty my bottle
..filled with sand and dust
of all the places i've been to.
let's fill it up again
with your new magic dust.

*woosh*
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lumalalim na ang gabi
na parang dagat na lumalamon
sa'king mga paa.
hindi naman kinakailangan
gayong mga kamay ko na
ang umaabot.

saan tayo tutungo?
pakilala mo ako sa mga bituin
na pakiwari mo'y maganda
ngunit puno ng pagkukunwari

marunong ka ba lumangoy?
ako hindi.
pero kaya ko..

mauuna na 'ko.
hindi na kita mahihintay
dahil marami pang kailangan puntahan
marami pang kailangan malaman
wala ng oras

mahaba pa ang gabi
pero paano kung hindi na dumating ang araw?
hanapin mo pa kaya 'to?
gayong nasa ilalim ka na ng kawalan.

saan ka ba pupunta?
..
o sige.


*wag mo nang intindihin.